So sorry for your loss. As many of us have said, we really do understand. Losing them is never easy. Give yourself some time. You've come to the right place, all of us have some form of the same kind of story. Try to remember some of the joy. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.
She was glorious.
Sometimes I think we are blessed with a special spirit for a short time as a glimsp of heaven. I have been honored to know some special humans and animals that left us far too quickly.
You did the right thing for her, you have her a chance. The pain will lessen in time.
Consider repeating the cross again, when you are able.
"Never do anything that you have to explain twice to the paramedics."
Courtesy my cousin Tim
I am so sorry to here of your loss, I feel your pain as I just had to put down my beloved Merlin from freak accident 2 days ago. Still so raw, but I know in my heart I did the right thing by him as you did for your filly.That's called real love. so cry, be kind to yourself and hug the horses you still have, they need you. Your filly will be waiting for you as is mine. Neether are in pain any more. Hugs